This is gonna be a bit of a wee woo post. I asked my deck about my stupid crush. In generalities only, of course. And boy, did it deliver. Couldn't have asked for a better spread. I mean, I'm not going to do anything about it but. Wowza. Jossed. 

1. Past: Five of coins, reversed
- Recovery from abandonment. Overcoming adversity. Coming in from the cold. 

2. Present: Judgement
- Harsh self-evaluation. Truth. 
- I mean, I'm not wrong. They really are just unsuitable in every way possible, and I'm a dumbass for even entertaining the idea. 

3. Future: The Hermit, reversed
- Paranoia, withdrawal, introspection. 
- Also not incorrect. Go directly to horny jail, do not pass GO, do not collect $200, and absolutely do not do anything stupid. 

4. Reasons: The Fool, reversed
- Willful blindness. Making the same mistakes again. Falling into old patterns. 

5. Potential: Ten of cups, reversed
- Misaligned values, conflict, competition.
- I couldn't have picked a better card for the situation. 


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Also, Aly & AJ's new album might be my AOTY. I love the feeling it gives me, of just running down an open road with the sun in my hair.