context: the biomech prof would like us to write 300 words on what we learned big-picture wise in biomech, and bring it into the final exam. 
Forget it. Argh. I can't deal with that right now. I thought I was ok but honestly I still have more issues than the Iron Warrior newspaper right now. And it was
going so well. But now it's just arghhhhhhhhh. I tried other coping mechanisms on the list - taking a walk, talking it out with Mon, showering, changing clothes, eating, upbeat music, and downer music, but honestly i still feel like shit and it's all my fault. The problem is that I'm selfish and self-centred
like Toronto is the centre of the universe. If I wasn't stupid like that I could let myself be happy. But nope. Nope.
Yknow what triggered it? Watching
Gravity Falls. I watched it and thought about my unwillingness to commit and and how normal people let themselves be
happy and know what's good for them, and meanwhile on Albert St...
So, Throwback
Thursday Saturday Sunday I'm going to do the 300 word statement on paper. And while I do it I'm going to watch
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind and cry it all out until I can't anymore, or until I fall asleep. And if that doesn't work I'll put on
My Best Friend's Wedding and
500 Days of Summer.
And if THAT doesnt do the trick I'll try
Grave of the Fireflies,
Requiem for a Dream,
Booyah. .